Feeling Purpose Through the Mundane

Hello, all! Happy Wednesday!

I haven’t posted anything for a while, because (honestly) I kind of gave up on the blogging thing. However, I’ve missed it and I feel like I should give it a second chance.

Last December I finished my associate’s degree at community college and any day now I will hear back from colleges about transferring this upcoming fall. THE SUSPENSE IS KILLING ME!

The point: life has been pretty calm and can be uneventful at times. No school, no work, no challenges/obstacles to overcome. I get bored easily, and I sometimes feel guilty for not being productive.

The other day, when I was upset about this I went on a really long walk, prayed, and listened to a couple of worship songs over and over again. Here’s what I wrote on my phone:

“Trials can come in all shapes and sizes. Sometimes it’s actually easier when you can take action/do something about it even if it’s hard. The most challenging trials are things that make us question our worth. Doing nothing and just sitting with God is hard. When you strip away all your works and deeds, what are you left with? Do you still feel purpose-filled? YOUR LIFE IS NOW! THIS IS YOUR CALLING! Are you going to step into it? Are you going to be a leader? Battles aren’t always crazy and noisy.”

I hope that makes sense. haha! I wanted this blog to be exciting and eye-catching, but for now, I will just be sharing little encouragements like this. It’s not about what we do, but who we do it for. I live for Jesus and that is where my identity comes from. 🙂

When It Feels Like God Isn’t Listening

Happy February 25, everyone! This blog post is going to be a little heart-to-heart chat about some things that are really important to me. I might seem a little too deep, but I hope reading this will bring you a newfound peace and confidence.


Without going into great detail (maybe I’ll do a separate post with specifics), about six years ago my little sister became very sick and every doctor she saw was either very puzzled or dismissed it as the flu. After searching for some time, Duke Children’s Hospital was able to tell us that she had 4 kidneys (not all were functioning properly). At first, this resulted in almost daily doctors appointments and tests, and many surgeries. Over the years, they discovered she also had tethered cord (which greatly damaged her bladder) and many complications with her large intestine. Since 2015, we have traveled back and forth to Columbus, Ohio, for her to receive care at Nation Wide Children’s Hospital. Now she has a Malone in her stomach and a stimulator in her back. This is a VERY condensed summary of the past six years. I could tell you stories upon stories of the adventures and challenges we’ve had.

I tell you all of this information just to give you an idea of how dramatically life changed. For a while, life was just about surviving, getting through the days, and doing whatever was needed to be done. Nowadays, we are definitely not as stressed and have a better handle on things, but we still have so many questions with very little answers.

I think we all have that one thing (or multiple things) in the back of our mind that nags at us. That one thing you’ve been praying about, but eventually it slips away because nothing has changed and you don’t why.

I’ve been praying to God for miracles for years, and though some days I have more doubts, I can tell you that God has been there every step of the way. I think that every person faces loneliness. You can be surrounded constantly by the most supportive and comforting people in the world, but you can still feel lonely in your soul. Believing that God is there and he is a wonderful father is what Paul meant when he said to “fight the good fight of faith.”
So let us not get tired of doing what is good. At just the right time we will reap a harvest of blessing if we don’t give up. -Galations 6:9

Hope is very powerful. It’s an expectation and desire for something. When we hope for something that doesn’t happen or hasn’t happened yet, we question God and his promises. We can become confused, bitter, and depressed.

Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life.                                                                                                                                                -Proverbs 13:12

But what if we put our hope in Jesus instead of our circumstances? What if no matter what happens, we long for God’s will to be done and his promises to be fulfilled? It’s like asking God for a candle when he is the sun! I know he promises to care for me and uphold me. He has the BEST plans for my future and the future of my loved ones.

When we do this, we have a joy that is UNSHAKABLE. God’s love is incomprehensible and I constantly have to remind myself of that.


Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us. -Ephesians 3:20
I may not know his plans and I may struggle with them from time to time, but when he touches my heart I have joy beyond compare, confidence in my steps, and a hope that fills all emptiness.
Thanks for reading!


Happy February 14th, everyone! I was intending to do this post this past weekend, but life got a little crazy. I traveled to Ohio (I live in North Carolina) for my little sister’s medical care and during the trip I got food poisoning. Let me tell you: it was NOT FUN! All of that is a different blog post for a different time.

Anyway! I hear today is a national holiday made of overpriced flowers and chocolate hearts. Just kidding! (I mean, not really, but I think Valentines day is much more than that.) Today is a day to celebrate the affection you show to your loved ones. Whether you’re in a relationship or single, today is a day to value your relationships (romantic or not) and to remember how loved you are.

Have an awesome Wednesday, guys!